New Things!!

Hello you guys! I am back woahhhhh sorry for the wait (Thats what Lil Wayne said). But yall, life is something else. I guess I' ll start with the positive! I finally got my MacBook. Yall know how long I wanted one! Let me stop saying "Yall" I am just so excited to finally be back! I am STILL in school doing whatever I can to get to veterinary school. I am currently listening to Kid Fury and Crissle love you guys much! I have met a few new veterinarians to add to my contact list. GHOE was last week and unfortunately wasn't the best. Interestingly enough,  I have never truly had a great homecoming. I literally have the worst luck when it comes to homecomings, at my university anyway.  You know you are getting old when your close friends gets Careers not jobs lol. We out he growingggggggggggggg! Also, I am trying to expand my social platform without using social media? I have finally *DRUM ROLLLLLLL* released my first podcast *inserts blow horn*. The link to that is anchor.fm/marquis-harper got check it out! Now to the bad. Relationships are extremely hard. When you are in one of them there will always be temptation. If you do not fight that temptation you could lose someone you love with your entire life. I have done some bad things in my life time but this most recent transaction was the worst. I have always said that I live my life with no regrets, but I can honestly say that I regret what I did. I broke the trust of someone who has always showed me unconditional love. Even though still recent I can not explain why I did this thing =(. In the moment it felt like the scene in a movie where the actors are doing things but not really doing things. That was a very bad life decision. This is why my homecoming wasn't as pleasant as it could have been. Crissle just confused Jumanji with Jurassic Park I AM DONE!! For the past 3 weeks- months I have been in depression ever since that terrible situation happened. I have just recently got back to doing homework, eating and things. the normal things lol. But, I still haven't forgave myself and still have my moments when I randomly tear up. Thursday of homecoming was suppose to hangout with one friend fell thru ended my night at a strange hookah lounge, Friday was suppose to hangout with another friend didn't happen just slept. what day are we on ohhh Saturday I finally got up and went to a bar. WAY TO GO MARQ! Ended the night with four good friends when it was three it was a "who had the worst October" vent. We all at the bar drunk, talking about our terrible Octobers. Us together could have made an entire Tyler Perry film with our stories (still open to this lol). But yea that happened. I am now finishing homework assignments that should have been done months ago. I am just trying to make it on these streets. My first podcast talks about my coming out story in more details and with a voice so I think you guys will love it. I have a lot of fish hmmmmmmm I want more. I have a frog now too. Why, IDK. So, this month is much better than the last. We are living through the situation still together taking time for each other and not letting life get in the way. Yes, you have to be adults but you can make time for those you love. I would love to know if you guys ever experienced a situation that you could have handled better and how did you got through it. I know that I am here to give advice to you guys but I need yall know lol. I am thinking about writing a book about my crazy as life. But, this is getting long so I am going to end it here but thanks again for reading. Will chat soon. Love you all.

I went to a friend's Indian party I was blessed! The night of =(