Wakanda FOREVER

Hello ladies and gentle-bottoms,

Off the shade I am back! Its been a while, you know what fuck it. I will not say that anymore, I post whenever I want to. I want to give a few shout outs this week to Candice, Lea, and Ryneisha for being the baddest bitches ever. Yall are truly amazing and shady as fuck. Today This motherfucking WEEK has been truly shit. I don't what it was in particular but, it could be anything. The fact that I haven't seen the sun since 2017, or the fact that I feel lost in the world, Or the fact that i feel like my relationship is a little rocky. (excuse the run-on sentence). As I sip this wine, it is Thursday. Let me brief you on my life. I am still in graduate school. I am still gay as shit. I am still black as fuck. I am also grateful to be alive. Though this week has been tough, I am still alive and thank GOD for everyday I waken. This is a new sentence so I can go back on my rant. But Monday-shit, Tuesday-shit, Wednesday- shitty, Thrusday-SHIT. Hopefully tomorrow is better. I have been wanting to update this in weeks but I am just so busy. From graduate school, to my personal life it is hard to balance in graduate school. I swore to myself that I would not let graduate school stress me out. (while I am typing I am working on my typing skills they kinda of suck. What I am looking forward to is the weekend. I am craving a bar. I want to go soooooo bad. My baddest bitch JASMINE has left me. I love you girl. Taking this shot for you boo. But anyway. I haven't talked about the messyness of gaysboro in years. I voluntarily took myself out of that "realm"of people if that makes since. I love all people. It's just to much for me at times.The fighting eww grow up bitches. What I experienced during the majority of undergrad is not something I would relive. Away from that, I have always been the type of person to speak my mind on any situation. I will let you know anything. I usually don't hold back. Especially when it comes to my sex life. I really enjoy "grad office talk" it is truly amazing. It allows me to vent with like-minded people who are going through similar or the same situations. I also love spilling tea to the girls lol. Their reactions give me lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee lol. I do look forward to a few things that make me ultimately joyful. 1.My interview with the university about my opportunity to study aboard in Belize (fingers crossed that I get a spot), 2. Saturday, I will be going on farms calls with a well known veterinarian something I always saw on the tele (I am not english) but, I finally bought an ancestry kit. I really want to know the results I want to know what I am mixed with. I hope it comes back African af! 3. This position on the animal advisory board is opening up. This is just for a good looking resume. I hope I get it! I have recently bought an apple watch, it is cute,,, no shade. I have to tell you guys about my relationship since i did bring it up in the beginning. It is rocky like I said. I feel like it is graduate school. We do not talk majority of the day and when I get home I want to vent to my man. But he never listens to me. I have recently been giving him pop quiz after I talk because he never listens to me. This wine is amazingggggg. But yea if you do not listen when I talk you will not get the cookie honey.... YESS THE COOKIE! I hope it improves though but, I don't know. Lets see what else is there? OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG I love THE READ. Kid Fury, and Crissle are truly amazing. I live for them everyday but most importantly Thursdays. Thanks again Jasmine boo. (inserts kissy emoji). I feel like I am missing something to say. A guy a food lion tried to talk to me a while ago, and pass what you will not do is try to holler at me in a grocery store. Eww no, and I have a man, BOY BYE! Graduate school is not what I expected it to be. But it is A&T, I thought it would be more invoking animal classes but no. We barely have animal course to take. As i hear people at NC State are taking animal breeding and physiology. And black panther is an amazing movie! My favorite part of course is the part where the rhino licks Okoye love itt! Overall the movie was truly amazing. You know you had a long day when you got buy a 2 litter bottle of wine lol. I also want to shout out my lab family you guys are truly amazing. We are very productive lab, but we also laugh and have fun while doing experiments. We also really care about the well being of others. I was also invited to attend "holi" this weekend which from my understanding, an holiday that celebrates in Hindu "festival of colours". It celebrates the victory of good over evil. Basically throwing paint balloons at each which seem like a lot of fun. I would love to be apart of that. As long as it is not Sunday, if you know me Sunday is my chill day to get ready for the next week. I either choose Friday or Saturday to go out never both unless its a special occasion (birthday, GHOE, or something else). I think I am tried of writing sooooooo I will talk to you soon whoever looks at this. I wish upon you good look and I love you all. =)