How are you feeling? 2017

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm yea yea yea it is me the one and only, yours truly anyways whats up? How are you guys. If this is your first post reading you should most certainly look at the older ones for 2014.... 2014!!!! I started this three years ago as a freshman in college @ 3:00 am in this small, ugly twin bed in Vanstory Hall lol. Where to start with this catch up IDK, a lot has happened since my last post I have to check when it was I do not remember right now. It is currently storming on the brink of a hurricane but it is cool I guess as I am now distracted from studying for histology. I always say i will post more but it never seems to happen..... school is okay I have decided to continue on an pursue my masters degree. The rain is so loud and calming =). What to say without saying to much. I have truly grown from the person i started this journey as. Going on 21 years old  22 correction geeeeeeeezzzz i wish lol nah nah im good. YESS I AM IN LOVE STILL! So get back lol. 2017 is going to be the year of self-growth, something that I want to really get through this year. I want to be a better friend, but it is truly hard doing that.  If you have read my last post then you know whats up. I can say I am learning to understand people better. Our relationship is like most have our extreme highs, and low  I guess this is how these relationship things work. Last year this time it was snowing and i could not commute to work, now its raining so hard. I see you looking over my shoulder boyyyyyye!-----*two months later* *spongebob narrator voice* I suck at this lol. But graduation in in 20ish days! I will have a BS in science yayyyy! Even though now a days that means nothing I will stay positive. This will be my first post of 2017, I have to do better! I'm happyish, I'm tired man. I might have a summer job that's exciting. Let me dive more into my character. This year I said would be the "year of a better me" which is everybody's thing every year but I was serious "as everyone else" I'm trying to be anti-social media- YES I made this up. Trying to be more actively social and not with my head down in my phone. Trying save money, which is hard but honestly I'm doing a lot better. Still have my tax refund Lmaoo.  Become more focused as these are my last few weeks, but also become a better me for him. Like everyone we have our relationships that didn't last, we also have some that have scared us for life. I can say I have been scared, but not for life. I'd say I have a wound that I have been applying cocoa better to daily. That wound something is more tender than other days, sometimes it feels like it's opened up a little but it's only pressure. It's something that I am truly dealing with, but it affects my relationships sometimes. It causes diagreements, which are never pleasent, but it's getting better. I love, love and I love being in love. I have little quirks within my character that I am working on, but I thank you for staying. You are one of the best things that have ever happen to me even though I have been somewhat of a jerk for the past 3 years, well not really but okayk. I am sorry for my "attitude" sometimes but I'm only human. Not to say that as a person in a relationship you should always put the blame on yourself but to a point you should admit when you are wrong. My dog I don't know what she ate but she shit everywhere today I was a MESSSSSSS! My goodness yes. But over all of that I'm happy, im living, im graduating, im working, and mostly I am growing. Thanks you guys for always reading you are awesome.