One step forward (okay?)

  Geez I have to stop spacing these out so much. I know a lot of people don't read my post but I know someone does and maybe that person can relate to my situations. But anyway today was like a positive correlation. It started off ,okay? I went to graduation and it felt good to see bae graduate but at the same time it was the big day to me the family. Meeting the family is ALWAYS a big deal no matter the situation being straight, gay, bisexual, lesbian, or whatever you want to call your self. But it is even worst when you are are a homosexual meeting your partners parents who aren't as ,okay? With your situation. When it came to him meeting my family it was different because my parents know about me being a homosexual and they know that I'm at the point in my life where there opinion about that topic doesn't really matter to me. Which made his experience with meeting my folks more settling. Even though I was so proud of him graduating (did not cry lol) when it came to this step I was scared. Really. Soooo when I first saw them I turned to a nervous wrecked. Who shakes a ladies hand in a informal situation. I felt like a klutz, a fool, that I had F***ed up my  chances that were already slim with being "accepted" into the family. Walking away from that I can say I almost cried. But God bless friends who will correct you and not just act ,okay? About the situation....... After this moment I had to rethink the situation. Once I got myself together I met up again with the family and was able to makeup for my previous mistake. The second time around I felt so much better about the situation. I left the dinner happy no longer did I feel sad. It was overall a great situation. I loved it. 

One thing that I have always hated was rejection OH what a thing. The moral of the story is never overthink a situation. That can seriously have you feeling really bad.  OH YEA HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM! =))